Photography takes an instant out of time, altering life by holding it still.

I have a new addiction. Editing Photos. I've started quite the collection on Facebook, mostly pictures of Ambrose and I. It's my way of scrap booking since I can't afford that hobby anymore. At least not right now. Honestly, this is fine. Eventually, I'll start printing the pictures, and start our family album. I love photos. I really do. I love looking back at pictures from years ago and thinking about the day that was captured, the feelings I had then, the texture of whatever shirt I was wearing. Mostly though, I'm so happy with my life right now, that I'm trying to capture it because I hope one day that Ambrose and my children (or even grand children) will look at the album. I hope that they get to have even a portion of the happiness we feel because it'd be enough.

I had a job interview recently. I'm not going to say the name because I'm not stupid, I know companies google their names, but it's the pharmacy of a well known store. The Mart of Walls if you catch my drift. Ambrose should hear back from Call Center this coming week, they said they're waiting on back ground checks and then will be calling in for drug tests. I told him to not pick up a drug habit just in case. So basically, it's a waiting game right now. We're both praying that we get jobs soon so that we'll be one step closer to getting our apartment. Which is one step closer to creating our home together. Which is one step closer to every other dream we have.

In other thoughts, please keep my baby sister Saige in your thoughts. She has some difficult decisions to make and they're life changing ones. She needs guidance through this time and I wish I could make it easier on her but I can't. I can only be there for her and pray. I wish that I could say that life gets easier, little sister, but it doesn't. Life is complicated and sometimes down right sucks, BUT, there are people who make it so worth the ride. I know that you are a strong and beautiful young woman, even if you don't feel like it, and you'll find the happiness you're seeking. Keep your chin up, baby sister! We're always here for you!

My beautiful baby sister

 -Erma